It's been a rough month, which ended with the payday of today. However, today all by itself, I managed to experience all the various desperate emotions of the month bottled into one single day. I didn't feel like running with my friends tonight, so I went to the Glinch by my lonesome as it had been a wee while what with things being the way they are. I went, and I drank alot. I ran into someone who was a great friend of mine, but as she was on a date I didn't want to bother her. Now that I'm home, I'm vaguely aware that there's pain in my left side but I can't feel it, which is exactly where I wanted to be.